Well, I am heart broken to be reminded that these are not our children.
Regardless of how our children come to us, they are not ours, but God's. We are all children of God.
So right now I am hearing that song, "Held" by Natalie Grant.
Can you tell that songs so speak to me?
B just called the agency and said they did the c-section early and that she decided to parent.
This is what that song is about, feeling HELD by God even in the midst of great sadness and loss.
Please pray for Sadie and B as they prepare for life together. B was not prepared for this, so please pray for safety and support for them.
Please pray for Owen and Cooper that they will know God has a sibling out there for them.
Please pray that as Blake and I greive this loss we also see the good things that God has blessed us with. This could have happened on Sunday after we had bonded with Sadie over the week.
While we believe it is okay to be sad, it's not okay to get stuck there. God has great plans for us and great plans for Sadie (I guess that's not really her name, huh?)
Just wanted you to know, this is where we are.
We love you all and thank you for covering us in prayer.